For once, I'm in a good mood. However, there is no surprise that today was an absolute bore. Really boring I mean, like had hardly anything to do, BUT, I may, just may have found my calling.

It has taken me ridiculously long to find what it is I truly want in life. I know, that I am one of the most materialistic people on the planet and dream of taking bathes in wads of cash, (it most probably will never happen) but I think I can get just a little close to that dream.

This November is the date of my Open day in Cambridge. A while ago I was brooding over whether to take up an art course which is at the moment my forte, or take the route of a childhood dream of acting. It was a painful war between the two sides retelling around in my skull, causing many headaches and arguments, but I think I have found the course for me: FILM, TELEVISION AND THEATRE DESIGN!!!!! It's perfect. Sure it's not exactly the childhood dream, but it's close and it still involves an art side that I love.

The course involves everything from set, costume, prop, script, character and many other wonderful things, I am just ecstatic, and I really hope I get into this.

That leads me to my next point. I need to work my ass off for this now. It involves COURSE WORK and WORK WORK, I need money for now!! And I just can’t wait to tick off the over ridiculously expensive items on my Amazon wish list. Yes, a new SLR Canon camera, a Intuos 4 drawing tablet, HP touch screen printer, and of course the biggest decision of my LIFE shall I go with a £1500 HP HDX Laptop, or the BEAUTIFUL GORGEOUS STUNNING HIGHLY RAPTURED £1500 27 inch Apple IMac???????????

I have a lot of work to do, and a not allot of time to do it in. Wish me luck. ^_______^